Day 7 – Starting off on a Different Foot

I am going to start this blog off differently than you have seen, but not really different from whom I am. Now I am someone who is easily inspired in his life from different mediums and sources. Whether it is a glint off the side of a window or the deep profound impact of several well placed words in a song. It is also hard to understand where these ideas come to me, but the only explanation I can give is that: They do. I would like to open up with a poem I wrote on the bush on my laptop well travelling to work.

When it went dark,
and all I see,
is light in front of my face,
I stepped through and saw you,
Embraced it gently,
now it has been so long since,
I seen you,
you left me with a sad look,
fell from my life,
you cried and so did I,
because we were apart,
I told you I missed you,
and I knew you heard me in your heart,
but now just hold me,
remind me of those days,
and as we stood there remembering quietly,
You just held me close,
and shared our love,
it is hard to describe the feelings I hate,
even harder to describe the times I share with you,
but in this glow,
glow of our feelings,
we hold each other tightly,
dreaming of this embrace,
you left me but now you are here,
it seemed like an eternity,
I missed you and you missed me,
but this is not our fate,
I close my eyes pray,
because the light is fading,
and you must now embrace deaths gentle grace.

Now despite being crude and lacking more than a personal pronoun I just wanted to share a brief moment in my mind. Although there really isn’t anyone dead in my life recently that I considerably miss on a day to day basis, or there isn’t a deep love I hope secret inside longing for what’s her name back. Ex-girlfriends are never good to date again.

Well it was 5 cent listing day on eBay today and man did I take advantage of it. I think I spent like I dunno 50 bucks listing several hundred shirts, now to make that money back all I got to do is like like 5 within the next month. Which should not be too hard. But to me though I kind of wish it hurried up. As time in my life counts down to the reinstating of my other eBay account. The driving examine and the new car slowly rolls into my life. I wonder wonder what freedom of my own car is like?